(Note this is the same Ally who later "introduced" me to our Gaian Mother - also, though never "said" this ally left me with a strong sense of "five years" and five years from that point would have been ... 2012, which led me to investigate the whole 2012 phenomenon. I still do not have any clear sense of what the five years is about and I am in no way certain that it has anything at all to do with 2012, but it makes me wonder - something is going to happen in five years, something big?)
have healing fantasies that can be about simply healing some individual that I encounter who is sick or about healing the whole world, discovering a cure the Aids, stuff like that - just fantasies that I "find" myself experiencing. It is important to note that I do not have these fantasies every day - in fact, I only "find myself" having them a couple, three times per year. My psychiatsrist identified these as more or less proof that I have "bi-polar disorder - "a classic symptom of bipolar, clearly a symptom of your Mania!" Then when I would find myself in such a fantasy, of course I would think, "O man there goes my Mania again!"
The mushroom voices who healed me and taught me for only a few short months addressed this issue when I "found myself" having such a fantasy during the period that they cohabitated my being. I immediately began to feel shameful and the fantasy (i think this one involved laying on of hands for a sick neighbor I had been talking to) made me think of course of my dreaded "Mania". This is actually a good example of how the mushroom voices interacted with me during this period, being a very typical interaction. As I was feeling this shame and consciously shutting down the fantasy just as I became consciously aware of it, the mushrooms said, "have you no idea of the kinds of fantasy many of your fellow humans engage in?" And that is all they "said" about it but as was typical again I knew what they meant, the simple sentence actually expressing a lengthy discourse on the subject which kind of rolled out in my mind after their brief statement. I am sure that they interacted in this manner because they find our language difficult to generate. They meant that there was nothing at all wrong with such fantasies, that these fantasies were in no way indicative of mental illness of any kind. They said that this so called mania did not exist at all. They said my fantasies were beautiful and reflected only my love for my fellow humans. We will concentrate on the important things at hand and ignore this red herring, they explained. Let these fantasies rise and fall in your consciousness without judgement, like breathing in and out, just watch them come an go dispassionately. We will deal with your ego on other levels, they explained - clearly addressing the ego aspect of such fantasies but without attaching any negativity to it. They saw ego also as natural aspect of my humanity, evidently. Now I do not have that disintegrative feeling about such fantasies when they occasionally pop up.
So once again, the mushroom trump human psychiatrist, working their "Magic". I guess they don't call them magic mushrooms for nothing!

Later when the "voice" left after three months, a period during which I consumed no mushrooms!, they left me with what I believe is a global message not a personal one - when they "said" this is shocked me to the core, just as much for what they said as for the fact that this message was so clearly "global" in nature - heretofore, they had only addressed deeply personal issues in myself.
They identified themselves just before leaving by stating, "I am the New Creature, I am here to save the biosphere" And then they dropped the "Bomb"
"If you connect the mind of man to the mind of a machine (computer!) before connecting the mind of man to the mind of a plant, the biosphere is doomed".
And here is where the "five year" intimation was the absolutely the strongest - clearly, if this is just not my own insanity, a period of five years is associated with this warning. Again, I looked at A I and my feeling is that five years is not so unreasonable in terms of a true cybernetic integration with our human mind. Many elements of this are rapidly coming together and a breakthrough here somewhere on our planet in five years does not seem so fantastic to me now - all it will take is One - one human fully integrating his or her mind with a computer.