yeah like at one point i said 'i believe in God like i've seen God, but i just don't know who it is.. like what to call 'Him'' and she goes, 'oh well now you do! next time you pray, you pray to Jehovah, in Jesus' name!' and i was just stunned for a moment then said, 'well i don't feel comfortable doing that yet.. after all God's name hasn't been given to me yet, and i wouldn't want to go calling Him the wrong thing just incase it's actually Shiva or something.. so i'll just call Him Lord til i know..' and she was like 'yeah but that's just like man or woman or teacher, just a label, not a name.. but that's no problem, if you don't feel comfortable..'
then i thought to myself later that day.. damn it'd be ironic if i became a 'Jehovah's' 'Witness'! :D
to be honest there are a couple other names i feel are more likely to be that of the one i saw but i'm not gonna choose willynilly. and besides from what i've read the vowels in Jehovah are educated guesses only, so i'd be more inclined to work out those vowels before jumping in and calling God Jehovah..
so, really.. a religion HAS TO MAKE SENSE if i'm going to take it seriously. i've got the faith part down pat but that doesn't excuse a half-arsed justification of doctrine. i don't have a problem with people who have blind faith (lots of people just 'know' and that's all there is to it), but if that means they're blindly following some kind of scripture without any conscious intelligence, they've lost me.. i think they should just keep their relationship with God to themselves if the only reason they assert a teaching is because it's official to them. hehe yes she does just open up the bible or a pamphlet and ask me to read the passage out loud, and then gives me a "see?" look.. to which of course i nod in agreement.
well i'm sure they thought you were lovely who wouldn't.. this lady likes me i think.. she and her little helper hugged me when they left the other day and she says she likes talking to me and she told my mum i am really beautiful and intelligent and that i am soooo one of the 144000 :D ok i lied about the last part

but they don't believe in abortion (check) or blood transfusions (check) which i suppose are trivial but anyway *shrug* and they refuse to go to war, going to jail instead. so that established passivity is pretty cool too i spose!

anyway so long as we're open to eachother and respectful of eachother's faith we could work some things out (just in time for the rapture)! in Jesus' name..

as for Revelation, well i got another hint from something i read today: Now, then, behold how the head of the dragon is but the tail of the Aethyr! (and no i'm not reading Crowley ~ besides about Babalon a few times over the years ~ i'm a bit scared yet :S maybe i'll start out using his book like biblomancy and ease my way into it hehe)

repent!@#$